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And... we an employed citizen!!! Yeay! Hoping for better things, starting now. I now have a permanent job as a layout artist for Imagine Nation + a freelancing project. Juggling is not my talent but I think I need to start doing it. Whew!! All those time of relaxation and depression is over. I may be back to square one but this time I'm gonna do everything I can for myself first and just because I can.
I hope everyone is doing fine as well! Cheers! And God Bless ya'll!!! 
How things are SO FAR
Oh hey DA! Oh hi people!
How are things? I hope everything is well. For me, lately, everything seems "so far". Like, how my expectation exceeds the reality in front of me and how I thought I'd have a permanent job right after I graduated last 2 years. Yep, I didn't meet any of my goals for two years. They're still far away. Why do you think that is?
*Play suspense BGM* Because I'm not moving! I literally sulked and meditated on all my flaws, mistakes and weaknesses and what is the outcome? NOTHING.. Nothing for almost 2 years. I stayed in my safe zone and didn't try doing anything.
But I had an epiphany, I realized that I haven't tried my
I Answered A Call
Why does my life changing events always happen every September? :/
Well, I haven't been opening my DA account for 2 years now and I plan on posting new art works (watch out for em!); after I finish sharing what happened to me last September 2011.
Here goes.. First things first! About the me of 2011, it was when i had my darkest perception of life and human behavior. I had a very wicked mind even before and my reasoning was flawed but i tried to see things in the light, hoping it would change my life and how I feel. This year was different. It's the year when my long struggle, to find a reason to be good to everything there is, was end
The synergy of thoughts and heartbeats
Let's cut the details and just say I almost died on this year's October (Dengue Fever + Typhoid Fever).
I was glued to the hospital bed for a week and while I'm at it I thought of a lot of things.
I thought of things I've already crossed out and haven't considered. I thought about how high my pride was and how it created a wall between me and the things I want, the one I need. I created it with anger and with that given, it clouded my view and didn't see the people standing on the other side. The wall is strong, very strong, and now that my head was cleared I know I, myself, would have to break it. I thought of this two months ago and now I
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Wow. good luck, dear! I hope you could still be my photographer on CosMania