Ame89

And... we an employed citizen!!! Yeay! Hoping for better things, starting now. I now have a permanent job as a layout artist for Imagine Nation + a freelancing project. Juggling is not my talent but I think I need to start doing it. Whew!! All those time of relaxation and depression is over. I may be back to square one but this time I'm gonna do everything I can for myself first and just because I can. I hope everyone is doing fine as well! Cheers! And God Bless ya'll!!! :D :D

Oh hey DA! Oh hi people! How are things? I hope everything is well. For me, lately, everything seems "so far". Like, how my expectation exceeds the reality in front of me and how I thought I'd have a permanent job right after I graduated last 2 years. Yep, I didn't meet any of my goals for two years. They're still far away. Why do you think that is? *Play suspense BGM* Because I'm not moving! I literally sulked and meditated on all my flaws, mistakes and weaknesses and what is the outcome? NOTHING.. Nothing for almost 2 years. I stayed in my safe zone and didn't try doing anything. But I had an epiphany, I realized that I haven't tried my

Why does my life changing events always happen every September? :/ Well, I haven't been opening my DA account for 2 years now and I plan on posting new art works (watch out for em!); after I finish sharing what happened to me last September 2011.      Here goes.. First things first! About the me of 2011, it was when i had my darkest perception of life and human behavior. I had a very wicked mind even before and my reasoning was flawed but i tried to see things in the light, hoping it would change my life and how I feel. This year was different. It's the year when my long struggle, to find a reason to be good to everything there is, was end